A Sister's Love is Forever

I didn't think that it would be as hard as it is is for me to post to a blog. I have a million great things to say about Melanie and tons of memories but I don't know where to start. It is very hard for me to realize that my baby sister is gone and even harder to think about what I am going to do now without her.Melanie was the person that I turned to when I was down. I knew that no matter what the situation that I could always turn to Melanie for advice or just a shoulder to cry on. she was the sunshine for me. With her beautiful smile that never turned to a frown and outlook on life in general. As days go by I can't believe the little things that I took advantage of when having her here with us.I remember her clapping!!!!!!!!! Do ANY of you remember her LOUD clapping? As kids we would make her clap just so we could hae a laugh! I remember when she had Jacob and whole drive for me from Green Bay to Sparta I kept calling and telling Melanie that she HAD to hold it til I got there.....and she did!!! (not on purpose, it just worked out that way and we always talked and laughed about that. She held that baby til I got there). :-)I will never forget Melanie's wedding anniversary because she got married on my 21st birthday. Every year she was the first one to call me to wish me a hapy birthday and I wold wish her happy anniversary. My birthday is now coming soon and I won't be able to hear her happy voice on the morning of my birthday. If only I would have known last year that I wouldn't hear those words from her again....Melanie was always so pure at heart and in life in general. She was the most sensitive person that I have and will ever know. We could all learn a lot from her sencerity. I could go on and on and on about Melanie because I don't remember anything bad about her at all.....even if I try, I can't remember her doing one bad thing in her life. I think even if she tried she couldn't (wouldn't) do it!I know that although I feel that no one could miss Melanie as much as I do, I know that there are many of you that do. As Melanie would always say, "you just hae to keep your head up".Posted by webmaster on behalf of Renee, Melanie's sister.